To that certain someone.

If only I could tell you how I feel. 

But it's so fragile. So i'm gonna be very gentle and warm.

This time i'm gonna make it right.

On my shopping list this/next month..

1.     Canon Digital IXUS 960 IS

2.     LaCie 320GB Rugged All-Terrain Hard Drive w/ Triple Interface (5400 RPM) or          250GB 

3.    4GB Thumb drive

4.    New Set of Evah Pirazzi Strings.   =)

What a day today..

So today was very quiet. All my buddies were with their respective girlfriends and boyfriends as we are on a one week break. The rest went home, holiday, etc. So I had a day completely to myself. I think this blog is sort of a way to vent out my feelings and all. haha.. Coz.. up to now i still have not written about a specific topic like for example... Food, or places or what i did today. Maybe because I like to keep it to myself and not shout out to the world wide web. Anyway this week's a holiday for me in NUS. Amazingly, I have not went out yet coz I have lot's of work to do. But the next few days is packed up with activities.. Finally going to East Coast Park for cycling again! (one of the most romantic places to be at night) with a few friends.. On Friday night, that is. Always wanted to bring my date there (nope no one at the moment so shut down those brain cells of yours now haha) coz it's quiet and windy and also cooling there! And we'll rent bicycles or roller blades overnight so that we'll be cycling for hours and miles up and down by the seaside. Did I mention seaside? Yes! Seaside! The last time I went there was with Autumn Girl's (only YST fellas will understand =.=) gang, last year. We climbed up on a big rock by the sea and it was 3am and we were trying to keep our candles and lanterns lit as the sea breeze was blowing hard! We could see Indonesia's Islands from there. haha.. Was thinking of swimming over to get a decent plate of Nasi Padang but then I might have been eaten by jellyfish or sharks on the way. It was quite a fun night. Will be going there this friday again YESSSSSSSSS.... 

I've been contemplating on whether to buy or not to buy a digital camera. hmm.. I've been wanting to buy the Canon IXUS 960 or Canon IXUS 970 is. hmm... But the only reason i'd need a digital cam is to capture "memories" haha. The only camera that i have now is in my phone. Well, the previous phone i had was also 2MP's but this one seems lower in quality compared to the Motorola i had before. (I'm using a Nokia now) anyway here's a sample pic.

 

Shit i don't know how to rotate it. LOL. and NO NO NO i'm not dating her!! Ughh.. you guys!! Give me a break!! goodness!! the point of this pic is my caricature! Anyway.. This is my studio mate, she came in the room I was practicing in just now in the afternoon and drew a caricature of me under a minute and so i took a photo of it. haha..

Oh wait. Now that i'm looking into the pics that i've taken with this phone i might as well just upload a few more haha.. 

 

This was in my room when everyone came over for a drink the other night. Cheers guys!! (Except for the not so intelligent guy that didn't look at the cam when I told him to. You know what I mean right, Wenqi? haha.. 

And this was the night when I had a barbeque with the Taiwanese contingent right INFRONT of YST!! Amazing place man! At night.. haha.. Look at the background of the pic (yes turn your head sideways it's good for your neck anyway) you can see the front of the conservatory! haha...

So anyway.. more pictures.. and i still have not found a way to rotate them.. hmm..

This was taken just before I left back to Singapore this year. It was in Marriott's Chinese restaurant... I miss the food back home =/ And i'm hungry now... In the pic is my dad and bro. 

 

And this was taken yesterday... It's me! See ya guys!!! 

*THE END*

Move On- The Next Step.

Am I about to make the decision? Is it time? Or have I grown two horns on my head to help me decide. It's been long and I think it's time to find my invulnerability spell again. Maybe I'm afraid to entrust someone to have power over me and the ability to dictate my thoughts. 

It's knocking on my door hard and my gates are shaking possibly breaking. I don't know whether to open or not.

But it's time..

And now,

Life is good, life is good.

Surrounded by good people but I feel strange coz i'm the only string player, the rest are all winds! =.=

Have been busy for the past few nights, so I didn't really go online and chat with the ones that are not near, well actually i was totally pawned by alcohol two nights ago (no i'm not an alcoholic). It was a post-Howard's surprise birthday party. Started drinking then I talked cock and knocked out in Kelly's place and apparently it took 4 strong guys and two dainty girls to carry my fat ass (or stomach) back to my room (about 10 of us were there yeah). When I woke up the next morning, I saw my toe (which was bandaged and looked like it bled a whole lot), hurt like crap and I completely could not recall how my toe bled so much! Well.. it seems that while "transporting" the deep-sleep-ed me back to my room they realised that my toe was oozing blood. I probably stepped on it or kicked something while in dreamland. Anyway enough about that, haha..

The point is, they actually took care of me while i was tranquilized! I can't believe they actually cleaned my wound and bandaged it! Howard even stayed in my room to make sure I didn't try to jump out the window to get some fresh air. HAHA.. kidding about that. Well most of them were sleepy the next day but i was fine coz i think i had the most sleep haha...

I guess the alcohol made me realize how tired i was and how much i needed the sleep up until a point that "someone" slapped me on the face to wake me up (or just for the joy of being able to slap Duncan) haha.. Yeah. But I really felt refreshed the next day (not morning) and was seeing clearer than before.

Well it's okay to let lose sometimes *quotes Ah Boon * and let my guard down to get some rest (knowing that your friends are there to play tricks on you).. Well now my guard is back up and i'm once again a hardass. hahaha..

Warmth At Night.

I've been imagining things.. It's like i'm hugging someone to sleep but then I wake up it's cold and my arms are blood-less I can't feel them coz I slept on them..


HEY at least I tried to update my blog okayyy... Yay I finally posted something.. =)



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UPDATED.

So I've decided to start blogging "occasionally"! Well i'm just gonna put up a picture of me for now.. haha..




Will be updating soon! =)